Falafel and More

I woke up this morning with the strongest craving for Falafel. So strong, I am amazed i even waited until lunch time to fulfill it! There is something fantastic about the falafel in Israel, it cannot be matched anywhere else in the world. The store, called from Aza to Berlin, after the two streets it is located on, makes their own falafel from scratch on site. I had a fresh falafel with homemade tahini, hummous, and many salads. I have to say, it was one of the better falafels I have ever had. Yes, as today begins my 4th week here, i finally had my first falafel. Now, i’ll need to go to the Old City and i will have fulfilled many of the “requirements” for spending time in Jerusalem.

And as i sit here, i am looking out my window, and enjyoing the peace and quiet of the streets as everyone is getting ready for the Chaggim. The atmosphere in Jerusalem is one of holiness, of peace and perhaps tranquility. There is an excitement in the air, a sense of incredible love and joy at the new year that is approaching. I know, that i CANNOT WAIT for this New year! I am ready, to start a new, to refresh myself and to discover the precious treasures of experience and more that awaits me! Enjoy the journey we are embarking on, may it be good to you! L’Shanah Tova U’metuka!! Have a sweet year!

Shanah Tova Reflections

As a Jew I have the gift of more than one New Year celebration, the secular New Year and Rosh Hashanah, the new year of the trees, the new year of the agriculture, and more. This year, Rosh HaShanah is the beginning of the year in so many ways, literally, academically, religiously, but for me, it is the beginning of a year of change. Each year I arrive at Rosh Hashanah feeling like this is the year of change. We are so blessed to have a time of self reflection and inventory of our souls and our deeds built into our yearly cycle. We have the gift of the opportunity to evaluate ourselves and really try to make a difference in our own state of being. As I begin to review the holiday liturgy, I notice that unlike the new years resolutions that are made on the secular New Year as an individual for the betterment of self, the resolutions that we make this year at our Rosh HaShanah celebration are different, they are not only focused on what we can do as individuals, but how we can act as a cohesive community. As we begin to repent and change ourselves, each of us is bound to the same code of conduct. If we take an active role in remembering what we are repenting for this year throughout the coming year, we have the amazing ability to change the world by changing our actions. If we each take care on our own not to lie, not to embitter, not to falsify, then as an individual we can make a change in our relations with others. If we take the time not to speak gossip, not to betray, not to commit any of the acts mentions in the vidui, then we can change our world and affect those around us positively. We have the opportunity here to truly create a community of strength, support and positive energies. The blue prints for this plan are laid before us in the liturgy of the yamim noraim, but it is up to us to actively live this life and bring these blue prints to life after the season of repentance, introspection and evaluation ends.

May it be your will God that I return to this date a year from now a stronger person. Help me to continue growing and becoming a better person. Keep me in your protection so that I may grow and become the person I am trying to be. Help me to know who I am and how I can be more like the person that I want to be. Shield me with your love! Help me to study and learn to my hearts content. Please continue to bless me with love, peace of mind, body and world. Please help my family be blessed in peace, health, happiness and prosperity. Bless us with the ability to change and act in accordance with our yetzer haTov, and give us the strength to over come our yetzer haRah. May we be blessed with your presence in our lives throughout the year, and may the gift of life be bestowed upon us and all our family and friends.

I SURVIVED

Yes, I survived the Shuk before Rosh HaShanah. What a fantastic experience. Besides the fact that you can barely move, the flies are everywhere and it is very hot, the shuk is a fantastic place. I bought all my vegetables and paper products for the Rosh HaSHanah meal I am hosting, at very low prices. I used my hebrew to get around, and felt like i just blended in. I am begining to get the hang of this!! Aside from having to then carry all of my purchases home, it was a fantastic experience. Everyone is wishing each other a Shannah Tova, a good year, and the atmosphere is relaxed yet filled with excitement for the new year. I am anxiously awaiting the city on Rosh HaShanah, and the feeling of elevated holiness i hope to have. I will write more after I’m caught up on my sleep from the shuk experience and my night out last night!! Shannah Tovah l’kulam!!

CHOOSE LIFE!

Last week, druing services iw as struck by the last few lines of Parshat Nitzavim, D’varim 30:19-20. 19. “I call heaven and earth to record this day against you, that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing; therefore choose life, that both you and your seed may live;
20. That you may love the Lord your God, and that you may obey his voice, and that you may cleave to him; for he is your life, and the length of your days; that you may live in the land which the Lord swore to your fathers, to Abraham, to Isaac, and to Jacob, to give them.”

Mainly, i was struck by the notion of choosing life. Choose to live, choose the good. Not always an easy choice to make. Sometimes, many times, it is easier to choose the easy way out, to choose comfort, but comfort is not necessarily choosing life- choosing life, chooosing to live is hard, choosing life is not always our choice, perhaps, life chooses us. I don’t think I have control over everything that happens in my life-sometimes i think life chooses me- chooses where I go, chooses what I will do. And then, I choose it back, together we make the journey, together we choose. God and I work together, and that is when I choose life.

And then, I arrive at the last line of psalm 27 which we say for the entire month of Elul. “Mine is the faith that I surely shall see, the Lord’s goodness in the land of the living. HOPE IN THE LORD and BE STRONG. Take COURAGE, HOPE IN THE LORD.”

And it all begins to come together, for in the land of the living, we must CHOOSE LIFE. and to choose life, we must HOPE IN THE LORD.

And as the new year begins, i want to choose life. I want to choose to hope in the Lord and I want the Lord to hope in me. ANd so I pray that this year, I choose life and that life chooses me. That somehow, we come together, that we all choose life and live that life to the fullest.

This year, I want to choose to live, to find myself in the beauty and wonder of Jerusalem. This year, I want to LIVE and LOVE life. I choose life, I choose blessings, I choose love. This year I ask for the strength to be me. I choose to breathe in the sweet smells of life, the joy of Jerusalem, being in the place my ancestors were. I choose to live in their presence, with their strength- I choose to embrace what comes to me- what is my life. ANd so, I stand here, screaming on the inside, trying to burst thru and accept the challenge-the challenge to choose life- whatever that life might be, I am ready.

This year, my Kavanah is on bettering myself, choosing to live my life- and I pray for the strength and ability to do just that. I pray to enjoy myself, enjyo life. I pray to find the Love that lifts me up, that opens my eyes to life. I pray to find the compansionship that makes me smile, dance and live.

But, the question remains- how do we choose life? Do we choose life by living out our dreams recklessly? Do we choose life by listening to our heart, our head, both? And how do we know if we chose the life that God wants? that we want? When do they match? So, what life do I choose? What life do you choose?

Perhaps choosing life is to choose what makes us happy, what makes me feel complete. perhaps it is living in harmony with God’s wants laws and my desires- perhaps i’ll never know, perhaps we are not supposed to know-afterall.

I may choose life, but the eternal judge and ruler might not choose that for me! and I enter into this year choosing happiness, health and Love. Hoping that this is what choosing life is all about, Praying that after 24 years, I get it right. That I am finally able to choose life and live that life. Or, at the very least, that I end up one step closer to choosing life.

It is so appropriate that this is my struggle this year, that this is my goal. That here I am in Eretz Yisrael, the land of the one who wrestles with God- and that is what I am doing- wrestling with God’s words, wrestling with these feelings- all the while trying to choose life in the land of the living. Something must be right. Somewhere, the choice must be made, and I pray that the Choice is LIFE.

It is the prayer of my heart that each of you is able to choose life- choose to live, be strong, have courage and hope in God that the life you choose brings you happiness, health, love and light. Mostly, that the Life you choose, is good to you!

WELCOME TO MY BRAIN

Shalom from the Holy Land Y’all!
I finally decided to join the internet world of the blog. Here you will find my random thoughts, reflections, and other activities of my brain, as well as perhaps some fun stuff about my adventures in the Holy Land! Enjoy, and I’d love to hear your feedback!!