Here I am, a bit more than 15 hours before my semester is over. One exam, 6 dapim of Ketubot stand between me and my break… and I can’t decide if I am nervous, excited, scared, tired, crazy. I’m probably a little bit of all those things, which explains why I am up at midnight, writing a blog entry. All I can say about the semester that is nearly over at this point is, I DID IT! I am sure I’ll have more to reflect on, but probably after my brain has recovered from an intense 10 days of 8 finals!
What’s on my mind now more than anything is life, friendship, growing, etc. For some reason lately, I have had a deep need to re-evaluate my life, my friends, my relationships, and the more I do it, the more confused I am. Perhaps I think too much, which wouldn’t surprise me in the least. Or, perhaps I am realizing what I want out of life, out of friendships, out of my world, today. That would be interesting, considering, I’m not sure what it i I am realizing!! I’m not sure what it is, but I hope I figure it out soon, because I’m not so happy with the unstable feelings I have in my heart, head and gut.
Alright, time to finish reviewing for tonight and get some good sleep so I make sense tomorrow in my exam!
Is anyone even reading this anymore?!?!?!
What’s on my mind now more than anything is life, friendship, growing, etc. For some reason lately, I have had a deep need to re-evaluate my life, my friends, my relationships, and the more I do it, the more confused I am. Perhaps I think too much, which wouldn’t surprise me in the least. Or, perhaps I am realizing what I want out of life, out of friendships, out of my world, today. That would be interesting, considering, I’m not sure what it i I am realizing!! I’m not sure what it is, but I hope I figure it out soon, because I’m not so happy with the unstable feelings I have in my heart, head and gut.
Alright, time to finish reviewing for tonight and get some good sleep so I make sense tomorrow in my exam!
Is anyone even reading this anymore?!?!?!
Rabbi Eve Posen 
Nope. 🙂
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I am. Look to your blog on a nearly daily basis to see what’s going on. Keep it up! Paula
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OF COURSE I READ IT…I’M YOUR MOM!
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I did n’t know I was suppose to let you know I read it….Keep searching….I am……love ya…miss ya……mwah
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